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die well August 6, 2011

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 it occurs to me that there is a call to die that is good .

 and a  call to die that is bad.

and that it is really time for me to know the difference.

The beloved tension of     “I have been crucified with Christ”

and  ” I have come that you might have Life and it more Abundantly

so  which is it?  

 die or live big?

Early in my walk i learned the beauty of  “to die”.  The above verse my life verse …”I have been crucified with Christ, I no longer live…”  From my early years as a follower, it has been  my mantra whenever things don’t go the way i want them to.

 It silences  the beast inside that wants to whine, or make demands of others.   It frees me to serve when exhaustion wants to be served.  It gives me a path to run on when i want to be “somebody” and can choose death to that and with hilarious joy in hiddeness go clean the  toilets for people i love.

 Oh it frees me !  Such consuming freedom to be dead to the beast inside!   Indeed, i have been crucified with the lover of my soul, set free to live in such abundance it should be illegal!

to die well

Yet there is another voice calling me to die.  And this one feels entirely different.  This one wants me dead for sure.

This one   calls with hopelessness…die, you will never make it. This voice says  die, because your voice causes too much trouble . This voice says die to your ridicuous faith in things no one else can see but you.

And that , my friends is not a death I can die.

i think  the trick is this…learning to die well.  to die to the beast , but not to the beauty.

To dare to be fully alive to the crazy dreams and intoxicating passions  that makes me want to change my corner of the world, write a book, plant a garden or build a house, adopt a child or a neighborhood  or a nation.

today i think it is becoming extremely important that I learn the difference.  The world is waiting for us all to come out to play…groaning for our attention..for us to be fully alive and present.

So i will let the beast die and the beauty live. It surely is time .

 

they scrape us clean July 20, 2011

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In Haiti, out in Jubilee, there is mud.  When it rains.  And even when it doesn’t rain, we are blessed to be near the sea and on the way out to the sea we inevitably get in mud.  Sometimes it is our feet, sometimes up to our knees, sometimes ( not mentioning any names ) we get the truck stuck in the mud. And when that happens , our feet and knees and shoulders  will also experience mud in the pushing out process.

More than once it has been  shared at the end of a particularly mud filled day the transforming experience of one of the kids of Jubilee taking a stick or their hand , leading us to the well and being persistant at cleaning off our mud. They are intent on getting us clean.

( so many layers to that thought )

that is what happens here.  Beautiful  kids from another world scrape us clean.  And the stuff that is dried and deep in between our toes is all fair game.  The scraping may be more painful, but very little remains untouched.

we come armed witha message of hope, and they come armed with a basin .

good.

 

HAITI – HUMAN TRAFFICKING REPORT July 4, 2011

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HAITI – HUMAN TRAFFICKING REPORT

COUNTRY REPORT – U.S. DEPARTMENT OF STATE

HAITI (Special Case)

The massive physical destruction in the wake of the 2010 earthquake, including the destruction of governmental buildings, equipment, and loss of personnel, and the continued lack of fundamental infrastructure throughout the government, severely limited the government’s ability to function in many areas, including in areas of law enforcement, social services and border control. This had a similarly limiting effect upon the government’s ability to address trafficking in persons. For these reasons, Haiti remains a Special Case for the sixth consecutive year. The extreme impact of the earthquake on the operational capacity of the Haitian government persisted throughout 2010 and into 2011. Twelve out of the 13 ministries collapsed in the earthquake, none of which have been rebuilt. Hundreds of civil servants and technocrats were killed, taking with them institutional knowledge and experience, and files were lost or destroyed. The Haitian government’s ministries operated out of tents and in overcrowded makeshift buildings. Although Haiti has a significant child trafficking problem, the Haitian National Police Brigade for Protection of Minors (BPM), responsible for investigating crimes against children has a minimal staff of 35 for the entire country, and lacks vehicles or investigational materials to inspect childcare facilities around the country. Border patrol lacks capacity to monitor the four official border crossings effectively, let alone the entire territorial border. Finally, the justice system is largely non-functional, as detention backlogs go back years, and few cases advance without some form of bribes or political pressure. The slow pace of reconstruction after the earthquake and the lack of government infrastructure obstructed basic government efforts to address trafficking in the country.

The following background and recommendations are provided to guide government officials and organizations working on anti-trafficking initiatives in Haiti.

Scope and Magnitude: Haiti is a source, transit, and destination country for men, women, and children subjected to forced labor and sex trafficking. The Haitian National Police and local NGOs reported an increase in alleged cases of forced labor and sex trafficking of children and adults since the earthquake. Young children without family support or secure housing appear to be increasingly at risk. The majority of trafficking cases are found among the estimated 173,000 to 225,000 restaveks —the term for the practice of child domestic servitude—in Haiti. The majority of children become restaveks when recruiters arrange for them to live with families in other cities and towns in the hope of going to school. Restaveks are treated differently from other non-biological children living in households; in addition to involuntary servitude, restaveks are particularly vulnerable to beatings, sexual assaults, and other abuses by family members in the homes in which they are residing. Restaveks are often dismissed when they become teenagers or difficult to control. Dismissed and runaway restaveks make up a significant proportion of the large population of street children, who frequently are subjected to sex trafficking or street crime by violent criminal gangs. Since the earthquake, local shelters have received a record number of restaveks. Many are also living in internally displaced persons camps.

Representatives from NGOs monitoring the Haitian-Dominican border reported that children frequently cross the border illegally, often in the company of an adult who is not the child’s parent or guardian. This adult is generally paid approximately three dollars to pretend to be the child’s parent until they get to the other side of the border. Some of these children are taken to be reunited with parents working in the Dominican Republic, but others are believed to be going to work in organized begging rings or in domestic servitude. Haitian men, women, and children also are subjected to forced labor and sex trafficking in the Dominican Republic, other Caribbean countries, the United States, and South America.

Government Efforts: In a positive step, Haitian officials recognized that human trafficking, including the exploitation of restavek children, is a serious problem in the country; however, the lack of legislation prohibiting all forms of trafficking was a major obstacle to progress. The absence of legislation also contributed to confusion among elements of the Haitian government and some of its international donors among the crimes of human smuggling, human trafficking, and illegal adoption. Legislation criminalizing all forms of human trafficking has been pending in Parliament for several years. A draft bill on trafficking has been presented to Parliament for consideration in the next session, which is expected to occur near the end of the reporting period. The Haitian justice system did not make advances in prosecuting traffickers during the reporting period. The government did not report any investigations, prosecutions or convictions of trafficking offenders in Haiti. The BPM was severely understaffed and lacking in resources such as vehicles and computers, like many Haitian National Police units. The BPM, however, did refer cases, including cases of child domestic servitude, to the prosecutor’s office, where they often languished as part of Haiti’s large case backlog. The Haitian National Police provided a handbook for police cadets, written in collaboration with Interpol, on sex trafficking.

The government lacked formal victim identification and assistance policies and resources. Shelter services for adult trafficking victims did not exist. The government’s social welfare agency worked well with NGOs to identify and refer some child victims to donor-funded NGOs who provided shelter, food, medical, and psychosocial support. One NGO, with international donor support, screened approximately 14,000 children during the reporting period and registered 200 of them as potential victims of child trafficking. The children were transferred into the social welfare agency’s custody, and over 100 of them were reunited with their families. Haiti’s border with the Dominican Republic was not well-monitored, but at the four designated border crossings, Haitian officers worked with NGO child protection officers (who have been seconded to the police) to screen children passing through the border for possible trafficking. In December 2010, police stopped a truck with four men and seven children in a suspected trafficking situation and worked with the NGO to reunite the children with their families.

Prevention efforts have been largely NGO-driven. The government did not register all births immediately and did not keep statistics concerning the number of births unregistered each year, increasing children’s vulnerability to human trafficking. Haiti is not a popular destination for international child sex tourism; however, there were many foreign nationals in the country for non-tourist purposes, and there were some incidents of foreigners procuring child commercial sex acts. The government of Haiti worked with the Canadian government to deport a child rapist to Canada for prosecution.

A divergent definition of trafficking in persons within the NGO community further hindered coordinated anti-trafficking strategies. There have been reports of duplication of anti-trafficking efforts by international organizations unaware of local mechanisms already in place.

Recommendations for Haiti: Enact legislation criminalizing sex trafficking and all forms of forced labor, including domestic servitude, with penalties that are proportionate to the seriousness of the crime committed; in partnership with NGOs, adopt and employ formal procedures to guide officials in proactive victim identification and referral of victims to available services; provide in-kind support for victim services; consider partnerships with NGOs to establish and support community based social workers as protection and prevention measures; and improve access to quality education for all children.

 

T R A N S – I – T I O N June 1, 2011

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TRANSITION :  A process or period in which something undergoes a change and passes from one

State … Stage … Form … or Activity … to another.

Musically: a passage connecting two sections of a musical composition.

Picture us strumming away to reach the right  chords to bring  us into the next part of the song.

That is a lovely description of a messy procedure that I think of as “packing for the rest of your life”   Rebecca and I leave this Sunday for Haiti, when we return in July,  our house will be sold and the contents with it. So I have 6 suitcases to fill with the belongings I want to hang on to. What a great opportunity to shed a few 1000 pounds !

The plan as we know it right now:

June:  Beaver stateside doing all the difficult things.  Rebecca and I in Haiti working with teams and Trade School.

July:  traveling and visiting family and friends, organizing the new stateside MUCH ministries office,  and gathering prayer support for the coming assignment.

August : Join our wonderful comrades in Haiti .

 

God is doing beautiful things all over the world….i like to think, The Beginning is Near!  “Birth Pains “  generally signify something being born, right? He really is bringing all things into line with His heart and we get to be a part of it!  Pick any people group in need and watch as God sends His kids into that place and transformation begins.  It is the stuff of the kingdom…like kudzo…once it takes root, there is no stopping It … Even the gates of hell will fall as we rush in there too!

We leave Waynesville and the beautiful Marketplace experience knowing that it was ALWAYS about the invisible things, the unseen hearts, minds  and  spirits of the people.  Folks have reminded us again and again that the kudzu like ways of the kingdom have been sown and it will continue to expand where it has always mattered….in the people.

 

 

today is Goat day note from Beaver May 3, 2011

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Today is Goat day note from Beaver

by Kathy Brooks on Tuesday, May 3, 2011 at 6:58am

Today is Goat day

We leave Jubille this morning at 7:00 to go to Lester to buy Goats..  God

brought Cenor yesterday  to bring it all together…  he helped me

write the ‘goat contract’  that each participating family will sign.

With the money Jennifer Johns church collected 4 montha go ,  I think

we can buy 5 female goats…  We have gathered/involved 15 families to

start.  5 families get 1 female goat.  When that goat give young  they

pass along the doe after the young are weined.  The doe is passed to

the next family in the program.  if the doe gives two femailes they

keep one and pass along both the momma and one of the baby females to

two families.  If the goat gives a male and female  then they pass

only the momma along.

After the goats each give one set of babies then another tier of five

families is added.  If one of the goats dies and untimely death then

that family gets added back into the tier stucture…  kinda like a

perimid scheme.  we can’t loose.  Who couldn’t use another goat in the

family.. in your spare time??

It should be a fun day.

I think the truck may be full this morning… the news traveled fast yesterday

that today was the day.  I am going to borrow Bills camera and see if

I can’t capture the spirit of the event on film/didgits…

After I get back this afternoon  I have an appointment with Matthew

(technical assistant to the Mayor) and the Water guy from the french

group that tests water.

We are going to meet in Jubille in the gazebo.

I want him to see our well and give suggestions.

What i am hoping is the result of

this visit is that all three of our wells at the house and  2 in

jubille will be tested for bacteria and that I will get to show them

the Gardeners well to the south.  That well needs some help getting

the water out of the ground.

I am going to suggest a wind or solar

pump system could be a project for some group.  I can just imagian a

wind mill there that pumps water slowly but surely to those parched

garden plots..  ‘the greening of jubille’

some time today as well i will give these letters to Dr. Louissant

about the nurses training.  Could be a banner day!!!

Beaver Brooks

husband of the beautiful, loving  kathy brooks

dad to the most wonder 5 kids in the world and not to mention the next

tier of Judah and August

 

sunday morning note from Beaver May 3, 2011

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a note from Beaver..sunday morning in Haiti

by Kathy Brooks on Sunday, May 1, 2011 at 7:59pm

Sunday morning,,  In Haiti

I do not use an alarm clock unless I need

to leave the house before 5:00am.  It seems that 5:30am is just when

life gets going again, after a good sleep and in bed around 9:00pm.

So this Morning is no different. Up out of bed and on the roof like

many other Haitians breathing in waiting for the coffee to get done.

This morning I am waiting for 8:00.  Yesterday God asked me to go and

pray for Benson .  He is 10 years old.  I plan to give his mom a break and let

her go to church.  I am going at 8:00 to see if it seems good to her

and then come back at 9:00; give her a little money to get some

groceries and I am going to hold this little guy… severely   retarded

in his development.  Special ED teachers came last week and diagnosed

that he was unteachable, would never become “normal”.  Sad words for a

mother to hear.

I believe that All things are possible in the realm

of heaven coming to earth, so this what I am out to get..it is my

inheritance. As I worship the presence of God comes and I know that

this is his arena for compassion.

I knew Jesus was in the house and

He reminded me of his compassion for the woman whose son had died and

Jesus wanted to give that son back to his mother.  I believe God wants

to give Benson back to his mother, clothed and in his right mind.

We prayed, Worshiped and shared some  bread together.  He reminded me

that when I pray something always happens.  We talked  about what is

happening and he gives me the ok to head out.  There is not a lot of

evidence yet, but I KNOW something always happens when we pray.

I leave Bensons mommy’s kay ( house)  and decide to go check out the progress of

the new well that is being dug to provide water to a group of farmers

about a ¾  mile east of the school.  I gave the gardener Mourice money

last week and wanted to see if progress was happening.  There is now a

basin with 6 inches of water in the bottom.  A bucket is over the pipe

and it looks like we might need a pump to get the water out of the

ground and in  to the basin out of the basin and back into the ground

via the gardens.

It is a relief to see it happen.  I look forward to

seeing the gardens, the greening of jubilee!!!!

My inspection has not

gone unnoticed about 5 ti mouns  (children) have run the distance and are

now hanging on my arms as i/we make our way back to truck.    5 turns into

20. It is a long walk back to the school , so I decide to break my

rules and ask them if they would like a ride.  Jumping, laughing and

running to the truck the pile in .  by the time I start out now there

is 25 kids, and more and headed this way I drive half the distance and

10 more have come to the truck.  I stop and load them in, (all in the

back) and decide, what the heck we might as well joy ride a little, so

we head toward the ocean, back to the gardens and then back to the

school.

I unload my happy crew and am so grateful that I get to have

another day in paradise.

 

peaceful presidential election in Haiti May 3, 2011

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Peaceful presidential vote..historic

by Kathy Brooks on Saturday, April 16, 2011 at 7:44am

we were in Gonaives the evening that the “unoffical” results were annonuced.  It was amazingly peaceful.  There were a few spontaeous parades…dancing in the streets… but we heard no rioting, no gun shots…..and this in Gonaives where, historicallly political unrest begins.   God is doing a new thing in this nation.  

“God we ask that You would so capture the  heart of Mr. Martelly that he would awaken each morning to seek you and to worship you with a clean pure heart!   Use him to open the ancient gates of blessing for this nation.  THat all things would come into line with Your heart, Your Ways. Your kindgom come on earth as it is in Heaven!”

Historic Presidential Election in Haiti brings about a Peaceful Result

by Aimee Herd/Terry Snow : Apr 12, 2011 : YWAM Haiti

“We all know that it will be God that brings true transformation.” -Terry Snow

Based out of St. Marc, YWAM Haiti has had “boots on the ground” there long before the earthquake, which enabled them to be a valuable source of aid to the Haitians after its devastation.

YWAM Haiti continues to be a “city on a hill,” making an impact for the Lord in that region. The following is a report on the recent elections there from YWAM Director for Haiti, Terry Snow.

 If you haven’t heard Haiti has a new President. It is Michel Martelly! President elect Martelly has a lot of name recognition as a singer. He won the election by over 60% of the vote. However the greatest thing about the election is it passed with little to no violence and the final results seem to have been accepted in a remarkably peaceful manner. As a result this election was historic.

The US Embassy and a host of other nations had chosen Martelly as their favorite. Most people see Martelly as a breath of fresh air and an opportunity for change. His opponent Madem Manigat was a part of the old politics of Haiti. I noted just a week prior to the election that she began to support things that were not positive for ongoing change and reform. It would appear the people of Haiti agree!

Michel Martelly a former entertainer known for his stage presence, had campaigned on a forceful promise to change the status quo, pledging to break with decades of past corruption and bring a better life to Haitians struggling to recover from the devastating 2010 earthquake. “Martelly’s victory implies a rejection of the political class that has both governed and been in the opposition,” said Robert Fatton, a Haiti expert and politics professor at the University of Virginia.

We all know that it will be God that brings true transformation. Let’s pray for the new elect president that he would be used of God and be sensitive to His will.

Taking the High Places! -Terry W. Snow


 

beautiful to me May 3, 2011

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beautiful to me

by Kathy Brooks on Thursday, March 31, 2011 at 7:30am

Update from Haiti Trade School                                                                               March 31, 2011               kathy brooks

“This new plan I am making with my people isn’t going to be written on paper, isn’t going to be chiseled in stone. This time I’m writing out the plan in them, carving it on the lining of their hearts.”  Hebrews  8

A wise person once asked  the question,

“What is beautiful to you?”

The answer to that will tells us alot about the plans God  has written on our hearts.

Things Beautiful to me that bring tears of joy to my eyes and whirls of excitement in my belly:

  • Handing the women in our class raw materials…..sea glass, beads and old buttons, aluminum pendants ( made right in jubilee ) and 20 minutes later they begin calling my name to look at the lovely pieces of jewelry they have crafted.   Seeing their faces when they KNOW they have made something remarkable.  They  themselves…..yo memn.  That is beautiful to me!
  • Watching a small plot of land in this place called Jubilee, a  dry and dusty plain, morph into to a place where  well water spills over and creates an irrigated , community garden.  It has been an arduous process, and it is not quite lush yet… but it is the community garden and it is planted with banana trees, papayas…militon. It springs up HOPE  …it is beautiful to me !
  • The Gazebo.it is the center piece in this community….an open air structure, newly reconstructed with sturdy   4 x 4 s and grass mats for the roof.  It is beautiful and it serves as some sweet shade with benches built all around.  Trees and flowers are planted….Pray that they take root and live!  It is a place for serious  conversations, a place to sit and day dream, a place to play games with kids and laugh with the old people.  It serves as on office and place to nap in the heat of the day…it is beautiful to me!
  • Local nurses and mid-wives that have been serving in Jubilee receive knowledge and affirmation and stethoscopes, thermometers and blood pressure cuffs…this is beautiful to me!
  • Benson, is a young man, who has been faithful with what he has, using his talents to do book binding for teachers, fellow students and bibles for churches….he has been sharing his knowledge with others.  We have had 4 weeks of journal making classes.  And because of the character and intelligence of this young man,  eight people in Jubilee  have jobs making journals !  This is beautiful to me!
  • A mom with three kids moving from a dilapidated grass, mud house into a newly community constructed sturdy block home..painted bright and clean.   This is beautiful to me!
  • Fishermen hauling in their nets and they are full. ..
  • Local farmers coming together to petition for a well for their land.  The money is being raised by a good friend and soon these farmers will have water for the dry season to sustain their crops!
  • Children learning to form letters, to form words. So that one day the whole world can know what great thoughts they have!  Holy young women who daily give their lives so this can be so.  They are beautiful to me!

The initial run of the Trade School is coming to a close this week.   IT has been 6 weeks of finding our way…sitting in the dirt, standing in the sun, hauling boxes on our heads at times and being uncertain of the next right step. Truly we have laughed and cried!   But it has been six weeks of growing friendships, putting names to the faces and the faces of their children,  discovering who can write and who helps those who can’t, watching beauty and dignity and hope and freedom grow.

It is a tentative thing, This thing we call  Hope. Like the plants we’ve planted around the gazebo.

There is an innate code that tells them  to stretch out those roots, take hold of the nutrients and moisture outside of their small well known space… and grow.

But it takes Hope to make that effort.

The same for us humans.

We are hosting our second Art Festival this afternoon.  There will be jewelry and wind chimes, journals and benches displayed.  All things created and crafted right here in Jubilee….even the Fresco Cart is scheduled to come !   ( I will no doubt be his best customer!)  A wonderful team of visitors is awaiting the opportunity to buy gifts to take home…even a few UN officers are promising to come buy things for their wives and children!

A small thing,  but a seed of hope. Beautiful to me.

 

a fransiscan prayer May 3, 2011

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discomfort, anger, tears and foolishness….amen

by Kathy Brooks on Saturday, March 19, 2011 at 5:42am

May God bless us with a restless discomfort

about easy answers, half-truths, and superficial relationships,

so that we may seek truth boldly and love deep within our hearts.

May God bless us with holy anger

at injustice, oppression, and exploitation of people,

so that we may tirelessly work for justice, freedom, and peace among all people.

May God bless us with the gift of tears

to shed for those who suffer from pain, rejection, starvation, or the loss of all that they cherish,

so that we may reach out our hands to comfort them and transform their pain into joy.

May God bless us with enough foolishness

to believe that we really can make a difference in this world,

so that we are able, with God’s grace, to do what others claim cannot be done.

amen.

 

Haiti update..tuesday Feb 21 February 22, 2011

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So happy to have Martha Hanna here.

She is the Director of the Medical / Health aspect of the Haiti Trade School.

This first week she has brought in Keziah Furth,  our good friend, to teach on common medical problems to Haiti, and especially for women.  Were thrilled to have 5 local nurses and 6 midwives attend, as well as about 30 folks from the community.  Even in this one session Keziah gave them very practical information that can help improve their health and protect them from future health risks.

Today she and Martha will incorporate the local nurses into the teaching time.  They will help take blood pressure readi

ngs and advise on practical ways to monitor this very common problem.

Beaver gathered with about 20 local community leaders to discuss what it means to live in Jubilee. It was really interesting to hear the comments on what they like about their community and what they want to change.  They like that it is a safe place to live…they desperately want more jobs here.  Everyone desires to work.

Had a farmer take me out to see his fields located between the school and the ocean.   He lovingly talked of harvests of melons, corn, mangoes, bananas, beans….but this year the fields are very dry and he and his fellow farmers are losing their crops.  He wanted to know if we can collaborate on drilling a well that all the farmers can share.  This well will probably cost about 2000 USD to put in.  It may be possible for them to bring together half… it would be so wonderful to invest in this.  A very good project.

The community is going to come together to build a house for a widow with four children.  Her youngest has severe developmental issues. Her house is literally almost down to two walls.  It is a mud house and literally falling apart. Her concrete pad is swept clean, her yard free of all trash.  She has nothing,even her one bed that she had before when we visited , is gone…repossessed to pay a debt on charcoal, rice and oil.  repossessed.

We will participate with the funds for  the block and cement and the  people of the Jubilee community are going to build it for her, no charge for labor. As they very much want to take care of the widows, orphans and elderly in their community.

Reading in Isaiah 58..is this not the fast i have chosen…doing the stuff.

Blessings!

 

 
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